feeling my feelings my mind is reeling and inside... I'm feeling....?
I'm stuck with what?.... Somethings been shut. I'm asking for help I want to open up.
How do I live with these feelings I"m in. How do I cope and ask for hope. These thoughts make my word spin. FUCK... I will not give up.
My stomach is in knots. How do I make it stop. How do i release what I think I got?
I HURT. I'm sad. My mind is mad. I want what I can't have. And so I'm sad... I think!
Its my stomach and my heart. Its not as easy as it is hard but I heal my scars. I can't seem to stop what I think that I got.
This feeling is not fun. I'll be relieved when its done. Myself and I is devided. I'm not feeling one...
Crazed and slaved this is not a game I want to play. I want it to stop.
Sick with thought my stomachs in knots my heart it stops and my world it rots.
Please help me do what I need to do to get myself through this world of illusion that seems to be real.